It’s just a matter of happenstance, but may it never be a matter of the heart. In the rummage of cleaning up strewn items around the house, my planner was set on top of my Bible on the bookshelf. As I look at it now, I pray that what I’m seeing may never speak of my life priorities. To have my plans above His. This is the kind of heart that says, “Sure, Lord, I’ll follow you unless….”
I don’t want my life to reflect these misconstrued priorities, and yet how often do I settle into preoccupation over choosing peace? How often do I grapple for control instead of surrendering? Skipping over rest to rush, I push on with lies…”More, more more”, “never enough”, “prove yourself”.
How many of us live our entire day this way? Then days become weeks, weeks become months, and months bleed into years…
…and soon we arrive in the place where we’re more comfortable with our schedule than we are with surrender.
The hand that tightens my grip on control of my life is the same hand that has limited my capacity to receive more fully of His love.
You see- if we’re consumed by order, we’ll miss out on the fullness of love.
And so He speaks to me- “Let go in order to be full. Release, in order to be still.”
Matthew 6:25-34: “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life…Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?…But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well…”
I read the full passage and allow these truths to sink in.
“He says, ‘Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.’” Psalm 46:10
“Be still.” I can barely stand in the elementary school of such things. The world screams, our schedules chime, our phones ring relentlessly, emotions run rampant, and yet He speaks- “Be still”.
In our culture today this would seem nearly impossible, unless we learn to rest in following truth: “and know that I am God…”
Know it. Dwell upon it. Try to wrap your mind around it and find yourself consumed by awe every time. He is God. He does not change. He is constant. He is eternal. He is consistent.
And so we CAN learn this sacred and mysterious posture of stillness. In the midst of the alarms that seem to torment us, we can sit before Him whose mighty power does not ebb and flow with tides of our schedules, unsurrendered fears, and questions.
So in my heart, I begin to put the planner in its place. His sovereignty is grander than our schedules; His peace more restorative than the list that achieves a pristine life.
“Be still, and KNOW that I am God…”
May we step into this week with a newfound purpose and peace.
The Holy Bible. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2005. Print.